(day 33; continuation of yesterday’s post) Saturn would have me number these entries and self-flagellate each day I skip. When I stopped eating after a relationship ended in 2015, and my hair fell out and the enamel of my teeth wore out and my dentist asked me if I had gotten help, that was Saturnian self-punishment. Nourishment is not earned, apparently: that would be a Cancerian assumption (Cancer, the mother, the opposite of Capricorn). Balancing the scales never occurred to me. Starving the weakness did not get rid of it; it rather compounded the problem. I became anemic.